Still Steppin forward....

So the good news is I'm continuing to make progress! I actually started doing Wii Fit as a way to do Yoga and Strength Training and I am definitely feeling it. I was so sore yesterday when I went to babysit. The weather was horrible and the snow storm made commuting that much more of a pain. Anyway I am feeling a LOT more energized than I was in the summer when I nannied the girls. I can do so many things now without being tired and I can eat more which I love to do!!! I love being able to workout now while eating more and I am trying to make myself feel full but right now I am having a rough time coping with it. However, I have been eating a lot more and still not feeling full, kind of odd to me. I have been so motivated to eat really healthy though and I am so motivated to want to have a really healthy and energetic lifestyle. I'm joining a workout class and my Fitness magazines marked with workout routines and delicious recipes! I hope that I continue to work on myself and eventually find interest in guys and have a good time going out and doing the things I love again. No more bad habits or routines (or at least as much as possible), no more guilt trips,no more letting certain guys make me feel guilty, making myself feel bad about who I am especially when he doesn't treat me well. I just want to find a nice guy... Is that going to ever happen? Sometimes I doubt it. So many thoughts run through my head...sometimes I wish I could just be a kid again, I miss having no worries in the world.